Sad Trombone

So this was going to be a long elaborate post detailing my process for creating an illustration for my friend, but now it is a going to be a less elaborate post on why that isn’t happening.

Since I last posted Jared and I (mostly Jared) spent a week building a miniature interior of a house as a special effect for a film shoot. Like with any project we take on- it completely wrecked the house. I spent the next week trying to wrangle some laundry, clean up, and get my truck maintenanced while Jared was at a new model building job. With every step that feels like progress several steps back are required.

I haven’t been in the studio since working on the that one painting for my friend. The art guilt is just hits me in stacks, like the dishes that need to be cleaned, or the laundry piles that need addressing. It’s hard for me to concentrate on art when other to do lists are weighing on my shoulders.

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One day this space will be usable.

I did get the dishes done, the laundry wrangled (though a new crop of clothes beckons), and I took care of my truck with all the extra stuff the mechanics found wrong with it ($$$). I am working on getting my office (sewing room, framing room-not paint room) together so I can tackle other projects I have had on the back burner. I even made myself sit down and work in my planner to figure out how to bring some order back to my life.

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Planner work with washi tape!

And then last night we discovered the kitchen sink was leaky.

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*Womp womp*

Well more or less busted and we aren’t really sure how long it has been going on either but judging from the black rotty look of the cabinet it has probably been a good minute. The piping doesn’t seem to be cut right and as a result one of the pipes has detached from its connection, at least that is what I assume is happening- in my very unprofessional opinion. Our leasing office has been notified and we will soon have maintenance out to fix it.

I going to continue to try to keep a better schedule with posting and writing and working on art. I can’t let a moldy, leaky sink or an expensive truck check up or a broken french press (oh yeah that happened too, my fault though) keep me from my goals! Stay tuned loyal reader (hi Mom!) I will have more to share.

Upon Further Inspection

It’s been nearly a month and I have finally started a drawing. I have also cleaned the entire house we rent.

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Dining Room Overview

I know I’ve discussed my tendency to use home maintenance as a distraction from my art problems but in this case it was a necessary priority as our leasing company set up a mandatory house inspection. Per the memo, we were to have the property cleaned up, “like you were inviting people for a barbecue ,” so in less than a week we decorated, cleaned, organized, shoved stuff into boxes, and shoved those boxes into closets. All of this literally just in time for the inspection, which turned out to be maybe 15 minutes of someone walking around taking pictures of the property.

Then we threw a party.

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DJ Bambi

This has been our first year of cohabitation and we’ve never quite felt settled since our move but now, thanks to surprise inspection, we were finally ready to have our first house warming party. It was a low key get together with a mix of our friends from different parts of our life all of whom seemed to have a pretty great time. I loved making tasty dishes and showing off the space we’ve curated for ourselves.

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Our den, with a view of our salon style wall of art.

Decorating and arranging are definitely my favorite forms of self expression and it’s always nice to find a way to exercise that creative energy. I’m not 100% certain how it fits in with my art/career but I feel strongly that it will one day. It’s telling that when I’m faced with less than a week to put our entire home in order my approach is to start by decorating: framing and hanging art that has been sitting around forever and tackling several improvement/furniture building projects. Only after that will I finally get around to shoving the rest of our stuff into boxes and then shoving those boxes into closets. It’s not the most practical method – certainly not the most logical – but everything came together beautifully.

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Mantle detail close up.

I am still figuring out how and what I want to create as an artist. Oddly enough, cleaning house has actually started something for me (and my mental well being) and my studio is one of the rooms that most benefited from the overhaul. I switched up the layout and finally got around to cleaning my palettes and brushes. Now there are fewer hurdles  between me and actually getting started on a piece (not just figurative, but the literal piles of stuff we were trying to sidestep). Being able to spend time in my studio has affected the way I think about making; now I can concentrate on ideas instead of what tasks I must accomplish to get set up. I’m still continuing to tweak bits in the studio but I’m also working on sketches and planning (art) projects. I finally taken the next step and it feels great to be moving forward.

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View from the den into my studio space.