This week’s work in progress is an idea. I am happy with where I ended on the roses, I have not actually traced the sunflowers, and I didn’t devote the time in the studio that I would have liked. What I have done is make a shift in the way that I think. I am considering how to make installation work combining sculpture and painting, it is an idea that has been on the back burner for quite some time now. I want to do a series about my experience (or lack of) with my cultural heritage(s) and examine how that tenuous connection has affected my life. I’ll share more when I can articulate my thoughts better, but that’s the idea that has been buzzing around my head.
Good fit for the Work Room
Another work in progress this past week has been me. I have been struggling to prioritize my life around art and even prioritize myself. I frequently get lost in the roles and relationships I have with others and don’t consider what I need to be happy or successful. I am making a concerted effort to center my thoughts and process my emotions, and spend time working out my own issues. I can already tell this shift in focus is beneficial because I am starting to think creatively again. The majority of my background thoughts have always been occupied with scheduling chores and how I can fix problems for others. It’s not constructive studio time when your brain is split between trying to tackle solutions for other people and trying to reform your own artistic process. Reshaping the way I think is probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever done but well worth it for the ability to create new ideas.
Bouquets of paint brushes interrupted by some flowers
So this was going to be a long elaborate post detailing my process for creating an illustration for my friend, but now it is a going to be a less elaborate post on why that isn’t happening.
Since I last posted Jared and I (mostly Jared) spent a week building a miniature interior of a house as a special effect for a film shoot. Like with any project we take on- it completely wrecked the house. I spent the next week trying to wrangle some laundry, clean up, and get my truck maintenanced while Jared was at a new model building job. With every step that feels like progress several steps back are required.
I haven’t been in the studio since working on the that one painting for my friend. The art guilt is just hits me in stacks, like the dishes that need to be cleaned, or the laundry piles that need addressing. It’s hard for me to concentrate on art when other to do lists are weighing on my shoulders.
One day this space will be usable.
I did get the dishes done, the laundry wrangled (though a new crop of clothes beckons), and I took care of my truck with all the extra stuff the mechanics found wrong with it ($$$). I am working on getting my office (sewing room, framing room-not paint room) together so I can tackle other projects I have had on the back burner. I even made myself sit down and work in my planner to figure out how to bring some order back to my life.
Planner work with washi tape!
And then last night we discovered the kitchen sink was leaky.
Well more or less busted and we aren’t really sure how long it has been going on either but judging from the black rotty look of the cabinet it has probably been a good minute. The piping doesn’t seem to be cut right and as a result one of the pipes has detached from its connection, at least that is what I assume is happening- in my very unprofessional opinion. Our leasing office has been notified and we will soon have maintenance out to fix it.
I going to continue to try to keep a better schedule with posting and writing and working on art. I can’t let a moldy, leaky sink or an expensive truck check up or a broken french press (oh yeah that happened too, my fault though) keep me from my goals! Stay tuned loyal reader (hi Mom!) I will have more to share.